Whatever It Takes (Code Of Honor Book 5) Read online

  Most of Infinity stood around in a circle. It wasn’t that they excluded others, it was more a matter of the tightness of the unit. They preferred each other’s company to anyone else’s. The only ones allowed in that inner circle were loved ones or family members. He was now included in that tight, loving group.

  Everyone was here except for Dillon’s mother, but he’d had the pleasure of meeting her a month earlier.

  She was a small-boned woman with faded blonde hair and a trembling smile for Dillon. The love she felt for her son was blinding, but Luke knew why and he empathized with her. He loved her son just as fiercely.

  She’d coughed so much during dinner that Dillon had rushed her from the table. That night, he’d learned she was dying of COPD. The chronic obstructive pulmonary disease was a dangerous respiratory illness. She didn’t have much time and traveling for a party was frowned upon by her doctors. He’d also found out that Dillon had paid to have a nurse come in an hour every day to check on her. Dillon told him during the flight back home that it was all that he could afford.

  It hadn’t taken Luke but a few seconds to convince Dillon to let him help.

  “Do you want to return to your friends?” Dillon rasped, bringing his attention back to the man in his arms.

  “No!” He tossed a look at his old board of directors. They’d become friends through the years and now that the company had been sold, he kept in touch with most of them, but honestly? If he had to listen to another story of the stock exchange, he was going to start throwing punches. Perhaps later he’d speak with them again, but right now he only wanted Dillon.

  His fiancé gave a husky laugh. The music ended and with a hand to the small of his back, Dillon guided him from the dance floor.

  “Hey, you two,” Beckett sang behind them.

  The man was looking very attractive in a black suit and red tie. Beckett was alone. Luke had seen Holden around earlier, but the pair hadn’t come together that he knew of. Perhaps he’d imagined the spark he’d noticed between them at the ranch that day.

  “Where’s Holden?” Dillon asked as if reading his mind.

  “I have no idea, why?” Beckett blinked up at Dillon.

  “I thought you two were…” Dillon let the sentence hang.

  “Yeah, no.” Beckett’s nose scrunched. “Holden was like kissing my brother. I’m destined to be alone,” the man concluded dramatically.

  “Is that right?” Dillon studied Beckett with a squinting gaze that didn’t waver.

  Beckett’s hands flew around nervously as he talked. “Yes! That’s right. I mean he’s nice and all, but just not for me. He’s so…so… big. And he doesn’t talk.”

  “Beckett,” Dillon growled a warning.

  Beckett’s eyes went wide. “And he’s standing behind me, isn’t he?”

  Dillon gave an abrupt nod and Beckett spun around.

  Holden stood behind Beckett. The smoking hot soldier wore a gray suit and held two glasses filled with party punch. The expression on the man’s face had gone from the flash of hurt to stone cold in a second flat.

  “Holden,” Beckett’s voice wobbled.

  “Here.” Holden thrust one drink into Beckett’s hands before stalking away.

  “Holden!” Beckett called out, but the big man kept going. “Oh crap.” Becket turned back to them with a grimace.

  Dillon lifted his eyebrows at his friend.

  “I know, I know! My big mouth,” Beckett pouted, but the guy looked to be on the verge of tears.

  “I think you protest too much about not liking him,” Dillon told Beckett.

  Luke silently agreed, but stayed quiet. After a few more seconds, Beckett backed away from them.

  “I’m going to mingle!”

  And off the slender man went.

  Dillon let out a breath and Luke slipped his arm around the man’s waist.

  “I’m sure it will work itself out.”

  “I don’t know,” Dillon sighed. “Beckett has a tendency to mess up a good thing when it happens. I can’t tell you how many times he’s done that.”

  “Done what? Be rude?” Luke chuckled.

  Dillon smirked. “Yes, that, but he runs when he gets scared.”

  “Scared?”

  “Of emotional attachment.”

  “Oh, recognize that, do you?”

  “Yes, smarty pants, I do.” Dillon tugged him close and buried his mouth in his neck. A few people turned and smiled at them.

  This was their party with each guest hand selected. Nobody here would judge him for who he loved.

  He knew it wouldn’t always be easy for them, but he also knew that having Dillon in his life was worth any hardship they may endure.

  When Dillon eased back, Luke gazed at his ring finger and smiled. Dillon followed his eyes and lifted their linked hands.

  The matching rings winked richly in the lighting. A symbol of their love. A promise of the vows they would speak to each other this summer.

  A love and passion Luke had no doubt would last a lifetime.

  The End

  SNEAK PEAK of Ricochet

  Shoved beneath the bed by his mother, he pressed his hands over his ears to muffle her screams. Through a sliver of light beneath the bed skirt, he could see the side of his mother’s blue blouse. Her chest jerked and heaved. Dusty brown work boots cut off his view.

  A violent bang cracked through the room, sending his heart racing and a warm stream of urine beneath him. Two men argued and he held his breath, biting one fist. The boots moved on. He kept his eyes riveted on his mother. He couldn’t remember when she stopped jerking. Wiggling backwards, eyes squeezed shut, he panted quietly.

  Harsh, cruel hands reached for him and he fought them, terrified, screaming. He clawed at the floor for purchase, but it didn’t matter. Brutally yanked from his hiding place, a man with a cruel face looked him over. At eleven years old, he cried for his mother, and learned early on that crying only made it worse.

  Noah

  Six years later

  Noah’s fingers twisted the leather band around his wrist until he felt the comforting burn against the irritated skin. Standing before the mirror, he pulled a brush through his shoulder-length, blond hair and tied it back.

  He fiddled with each of the shirt’s long sleeves, making sure the material laid flat with no wrinkles. He smoothed a hand down the front. God fucking forbid if anything looked out of place; everything had to be perfect, no scars showing. He adjusted the chunky leather band covering his raw wrist. Being considered a prized possession, he had to look flawless.

  A fist hit the door and he jumped.

  “Five minutes!” One of the guards yelled.

  “I’ll be right there.” The monthly meeting held a special kind of hell. It was where he sat at the right side of Terrance Manning, the man who ran this compound. The man who was grooming him to become his second-in-command.

  Fingers squeezing the edges of the sink, he took several quick breaths before turning toward the door. He schooled his features. All he needed to do was avoid that fucker Stevenson and he’d be in the clear.

  Ricky Stevenson was becoming a big problem. Two weeks ago, the man had changed the orders behind Manning’s back and had dragged him into the fucking mess. His stepfather had plans for the drugs Manning knew nothing about. Their boss would be enraged if he ever found out what Stevenson had planned. Even though it had never worked before, Noah tried reasoning with the guy.

  “Does Manning know about this?” he asked, looking doubtfully at Stevenson.

  “What the fuck did you just say? You’re my fucking kid, not his. You’re only breathing because I say, not him!” His beefy stepfather advanced on him.

  Ricky Stevenson, was in his mid-thirties. For a drug dealer, the guy was fit and muscled from years of working construction. His weathered face was deeply sunburned from the many hours spent outside. Sharply cut sideburns that almost reached his chin gave him a menacing look, which matched an equally volatile disposition
. Sliced deep into the skin of his forehead ran a thin scar that trailed through one black eyebrow; the result of a knife fight.

  No match for the guy’s size and rage, Noah lifted his hands to protect his face. He tried to fight back, but was pummeled. He couldn’t remember much of the beating after a punch to the head, but later, he’d woken up dizzy, in pain, and nauseated. He had kept his mouth shut from then on.

  Mac

  Half-asleep, Mac reached out and patted the bed, searching for the ringing phone.

  “Hello?” Groggy from only a few hours’ sleep, the word came out in a low rumble.

  “Mac Mackenzie?”

  “Yes,” Mac rasped. Putting the cell phone on speaker, he rolled to his side.

  “I’m Harlo Miller, the owner of Miller’s Bar in San Diego,” the man said.

  Well, that was random. “What can I do for you, Mr. Miller?”

  “Sir, we have a situation. There’s a Ben Heins here. I found your contact information in his phone. He’s drunk and has hurt himself. Also tore up my bar somethin’ fierce.”

  Mac pressed the heels of his hands against his eyes.

  “I don’t want to call the cops, but he’s caused some damage to my place. Can you come pick him up?”

  “How bad is he hurt?” Mac sat up.

  “Bruised ribs, and he has a cut over one eye that I taped.”

  Okay, not badly then. “I’m not in San Diego at the moment.”

  Too far away to go down there and drag Ben’s ass out of the place, Mac clenched his jaw. He was tired of letting himself get dragged into Ben’s messes. The man had destroyed Mac’s trust, yet never failed to reach out when he wanted something. And the fucked up part was Mac always helped. Next time, he wouldn’t, but he couldn’t leave Ben in a bar when he was injured.

  “I see. Well, then I guess I can call the cops, but there’s damages to be paid.”

  “Tell me how much and I can PayPal you the money and call a taxi to come get him. Will that work?”

  “Yes, thank you. That should do it.” Miller rattled off the amount of two thousand dollars and some change. Mac rubbed his chest. He should just tell the guy to have his ex thrown in jail.

  Beautiful fucking Ben. He was not only his ex-lover, but they had served one tour together. Watching each other’s backs on and off the battlefield, they had been close. But that was a long time ago, and Mac wondered how much longer he could keep bailing Ben out.

  Mac sent the money and ordered the car, and then tossed the phone on the mattress. Dropping back on the bed, he pulled a pillow into the curve of his body and hooked one leg over it. Of course, his mind wouldn’t shut up, and after a few minutes, he gave up trying to get more sleep. The pillow lacked the hardness he craved, and its softness became a taunting reminder of how alone he felt. Shoving it aside, Mac flopped onto his back.

  The soft hum of the fan filled the room, sending a cool breeze over his sprawled body. It seemed like he couldn’t go a month without Ben causing some kind of scene and dragging him into it.

  Suddenly irritated and before he could slide further into a funk, he flung off the sheet and sat up on the edge of the bed. The red glow of the bedside clock displayed three a.m. No sense in trying to get more sleep; he had to be up in a few more hours anyway.

  The shower was hot, and the pressure helped ease the tension in his neck and shoulders. Shutting the water off, he towel dried his hair and brushed his teeth. Deciding against a shave, he avoided his reflection in the mirror.

  Dressed in black tactical pants and a black tee, he stood on the balcony sipping the one-serving-sized cup of coffee the hotel provided. Bracing a hip against the railing, Mac looked out over the lights of San Jose. He’d spent his teenage years growing up in the California city. Back then, he had pictured his life turning out very different than it was today.

  The loud knock on the door made him frown. Checking the peep hole, the hallway appeared empty. Easing to the side of the door, Mac pulled his gun.

  “Who is it?” he called out.

  “It’s me!” US Marshal Jake Coleman’s laugh came muffled through the door. The man was a natural born prankster pain in his ass, but Mac could think of no better partner to have on the force. Jake had covered his back more than once in the year they’d been together, and Mac considered him a damn good friend.

  Mac yanked open the door and scowled before tucking away his gun. “Not funny, Coleman.”

  Jake grinned wide and slid past him. “I hope you have coffee!”

  Before he could answer, a second knock came on the partially opened door.

  “Well, hell.” Mac smiled. “This is a surprise.” In seconds, his arms were filled with one of his oldest and dearest friends, Becca Johnson. They’d known each other since childhood, and her mother and his aunt still lived next door to each other in a quiet little San Jose neighborhood.

  “You missed me!” Becca squeaked and peppered his cheek with a few kisses.

  “Maybe.” Mac grinned, tugging at her long ponytail before she danced away, laughing. With Becca, he could goof around, have fun, and laugh. With her, Mac didn’t need to pretend. There were very few people who knew the real him, and Becca was one of them. She was his best friend, and no matter how much time passed between phone calls and visits, it was as if they’d never been apart.

  Becca gave Jake a squeeze as she passed.

  “Hey, hey, hey,” another voice called out, shoving at the door when Mac jokingly tried to push it closed. “Don’t forget the best part,” Kane said, pushing his way in, carrying coffee. Mac barked out a laugh before hugging his other best friend, FBI agent Kane Quintana.

  Kane just happened to be Becca’s boyfriend. The pair had met during a Halloween party through mutual friends and had hit it off.

  Injured and staying at his aunt’s house next door, Mac had been at the same party. Just out of the military, he’d been angry at Ben, the war, and the world. It was sometime after that, during the time he was recuperating from his military injury, that Kane had tried to get him a job.

  “The FBI needs a man like you.” Kane always talked about how great the FBI was. The man went on and on about this and that until one day, Mac stopped saying fuck off and had joined the US Marshals office instead.

  It was worth it just to see Kane hyperventilate. Kane had called it Mac’s desertion to the dark side.

  “A fucking marshal?” Kane’s mouth gaped.

  Mac had just laughed. From there, he had gone on to pass every physical and mental test the USMS threw at him, thankful his injury hadn’t damaged his eyesight.

  Two years ago, the US Marshals had welcomed Robert Patrick Mackenzie into the fold, and while Kane had grumbled, Mac knew his friend was happy for him.

  Noah

  He used a piece of gauze to dab at the wound on his wrist. He’d opened it up again. Carl wouldn’t like that.

  “Here, let me see it.” As if on cue, Dr. Carl Denning’s request drifted through the air. The calmness in the veterinarian’s smooth voice came from years of working with animals. Dr. Denning hadn’t been at the ranch very long, but in the two weeks the vet had come back and forth to tend to the livestock, the man had become somewhat of a friend to most of the teenagers there. Noah hated every man he met, but Carl was okay. The man had insisted they call him Carl and drop the title. Noah popped a piece of candy into his mouth. Carl kept a jar on the counter and Noah always stashed a few in his pockets.

  “It doesn’t hurt,” he offered, holding out his arm, knowing it was futile to argue with the somewhat pushy but caring doctor.

  Toenails clicked on the floor and a soft nose nuzzled at his free hand. Noah couldn’t stop the smile when Baby licked at his palm.

  “Humor me.” Carl pushed the leather band away from the wound around Noah’s wrist and doused disinfectant over the raw skin beneath.

  Noah didn’t flinch. It stung, but he’d felt far worse.

  “Hi, Carl.” Jenny’s soft voice carried through the room. The ve
t glanced past Noah and spotted the girl sitting on one of the counters with her back to the wall, knees drawn tightly to her chest, and a small paperback in her hands. Ratty jeans and a man’s T-shirt hung on her skinny frame. Jenny Myers had come to the ranch over a year ago. She’d been young, starved, and addicted to heroin. The girl was distrustful of most people, but highly protective of those she cared about. And she cared about him. Jenny watched his back as much as he watched hers. So far, the both of them had managed to survive.

  Carl smiled at Jenny. “I didn’t see you there.”

  She shrugged. “I told him that it’s gonna get infected,” she said, waving the book toward Noah’s wrist.

  “Oh, give it a rest, Jenny.” Noah pulled away from Carl’s grasp.

  He crouched, and Baby moved into his arms. The dog had been a stray a year ago; skinny, lost, and angry at the world just like he was. Through kind words and sneaking the dog snacks, Noah had gained Baby’s trust. He buried his face in her fur, and Baby nuzzled and nipped at his hair.

  “Wait, how’d you get that bruise?” The vet frowned and reached for the collar of his too-big T-shirt.

  Noah twisted, avoiding Carl’s outstretched hand, and straightened the shirt’s neck, covering the marks.

  “Carl!” One of Manning’s men came to the door of the large barn. Outside, the sun had risen, and the man’s frame was a halo in the doorway. “You’re needed in building three. One of the Heifers is giving birth.”

  “All right, I’m coming.” Carl looked at Noah and Jenny. “We will talk about this later,” the man said before he exited the office and left the building.

  Jenny closed her book and tucked it away. Slipping from the counter, she approached Noah.

  “I’m leaving here,” he said flatly.

  Jenny’s eyes went wide in her pale face. “How are you going to get out of here?” She clutched the sleeve of his sweatshirt. “You know they only allow you out for school.”